Dream #1

This stinks, 'cause I typed the whole thing out and lost it, but... its the best of my dreams, so I shall win at posting it.

It's the first dream I had of you, and its even more than just my #1 dream in the numerical sense, its my #1 dream I have probably ever had in my life.
I had this sometime in early December, 2005 - just about a month before 'the bad thing'.

OK, this is what I remember! I wonder how many I have had about you that I don't remember because I don't wake up? Probably not many because I wake up about a dozen times a night.... at least. I seem to dream about you in the wee hours of the morning... maybe some women's hormones peak at that time... I know that many times a man's does. heh heh

I am trying to remember the beginning, but I don't remember the earliest part now (drat!) - but I do remember we were in a VERY crowded building, like a hallway and it was like school when you were going to the cafeteria. But it was all adults. Packed. It reminds me of this situation - when you come into a ski lodge and the place is packed and everyone is removing their boots and doling out lunches for the kids - it was like that, busy busy and very crowded.

I was outside the doorway to the 'cafeteria' and people were brushing by me and I turned to look up the hallway. I'm smiling to myself because I know a little secret. I am here with you. And I'm waiting for you to come down the hallway... it was so exciting, anticipating seeing you. And then there you are - you're head is above most of the rest of the people and you are coming toward me, and oh my God, you look so cute. So damn cute I want to eat you. You have on some little hat - like a black cap on backwards, not a baseball cap, but like a flat cap, like the ones with the kangaroo on it. And you are trying to be incognito, so you have on a pair of black glasses. Not sunglasses, mind you, but geeky black framed glasses! Oh my gosh, you looked so cute! And of course you still had 'the hair' and it was just perfect and ... I was standing there beaming at you and the funniest thing of all - was that no one recognized you! Your 'disguise' worked, even though it was so obvious you were Johnny Damon in a cap and black glasses! You were so gorgeous. Long hair; no beard, or just a light scruff. And you're looking at me with a wise ass smirk on your face.

So anyway, no one recognizes you and you turn into this room that is basically a PACKED cafeteria... and I go with you and I'm smiling cuz how can these dolts not recognize him? People are EVERYWHERE and its NOISY and most of the benches are full... well we come to this long table and apparently some people that are supposed to be your family (a bunch of people I have no idea - no one is recognizable but I didn't really care I'm just looking and thinking "ITS JOHNNY!") are sitting there. I'm watching and you squeeze behind one of the benches and as you're going to sit, you lift your leg over the bench and bend forward and I notice - well, all of a sudden you had two baby twins on your back in like a backpack... ok, where the heck did they come from I dunno but that's ... whats happening. I mean they are TINY too. Like newborns. Now I squeeze between the benches and I am sitting next to you. I look at you immediately to my left and the twins are now gone! LOL - Either I eradicated them in my dream or some one in your family took 'em, and whatever, 'cause they're GONE.

That's all I remember in the ski lodge cafeteria, but - the NEXT thing I know: we're outside - and its late... I didn't think it was night, but it's like late dusk. We are in the water. It's, I think, a lake, and I am NAKED. Treading water - the feeling of being naked in the cool water is so wonderful. You are nearer the shore. There are people on the shore, like on a rock peninsula, we don't know them. So I make my way to you - I'm dogpaddling.... LOL, even in my dreams I swim crappy! :)

The water is black, dark. I swim up to you, you're in the water too, on some submerged rocks, and.... I swim into your arms, you put your arms around me. Its a real dream so I can really feel it. You're naked too.

We're front to front, facing each other up to our shoulders. I have my legs wrapped around your waist and we are bobbing a little bit away from the rocks and out into the water. And you are .... *faint* trying to insert yourself.... and the people on
the rocky shore are watching us and its like they know full well what's going on, but we're trying to act all cool and casual. You take me a little further out, and I am on you and your arms are around my waist and butt and we are just gently bouncing away.... and ohh yeah. It's working, its definately working... it was unbelievable. It was so real. I could feel you making love to me in the water. Wow, great dream eh? LOL

My arms are around your neck and I am moaning in your ear. One of those big, beautiful ears - I can see it, I can bite it. I can hear your rapid breathing and my moaning. The lapping of the water... and of course that hair,.. that fabulous hair is a little wet at the ends... your shoulders are wet - and we're bobbing around in that black water... and here's the kicker... I'm telling you the truth, I had 3 orgasms in my sleep and the third one was so big I woke myself up! LOL!!!! WOW. I wish I could program myself to replay that dream every. single. night.